brokenness

Once again I am amazed with the fact that Jesus blood never fails me. Sometimes it seems like when I am my weakest, or darkest that the truth of His blood being enough amazes me yet again. Under the old law surely I would have been dead by now. My sin is ever before me and my nakedness leaves me no place to run but into His arms of mercy. Mercy is falling is falling is falling. Mercy it falls like the sweet spring rain.

I can boast in nothing of myself but fall completely upon Jesus. After all these years of knowing Him there are still moments were I feel this awkward silence and a place of withdrawal in my heart. I realize in all honesty that it is He that has pursued me more than I have pursued Him. There are times I don't want to pray or worship or love anybody. There are times I would rather just sit in the dust and be left alone. Praise be to God he does not leave me there. I am such a beginner and claim to be no expert in faith. I am humbled over and over that I am a child of God.

Believe in your heart and confess with your mouth that Jesus is enough for you no matter what comes your way. Be honest with your darkness that light may break through. Joy comes in the morning!

Don't be afraid to be different!